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10 September 2008 @ 12:08 am
Dumbling Down of Love  
Title: Dumbling Down of Love
Written By: Perriwynkkle
Rating: PG
Length: 1/1, one-shot, drabble
Pairing: Changmin/?
Disclaimer: DBSK is SM Entertaiment's.

Well painted passion
You rightly suspect
The dumbing down of love
Jaded in anger
Love underwhelms you
No box of chocolates
Whichever way you fall

And if I tell you
Lover alone without love
What will happen
Lover alone without love
Will you miss him?
Lover alone without love

The Dumbling Down of Love - Frou Frou

A/N: Sooo...I have had to do this post like...five times now because LJ is being a bitch and not letting me do what I want. *whines* ANYWAYS. This I wrote in about 15 - 20 minutes, just sat down and wrote....I hope it makes sense and isn't all...just...weird. AHAHA. This is my more creative side here...I hope you like it! ^-^

You stood under the hot spray of the shower, the drops hitting you like little bullets of comforting fire as you leaned against the contrastingly cold white tiles of the stall.
You had turned the water temperature up to its highest setting; nothing was going to get your body clean enough.
That smell, his smell, was almost attached to your skin, a part of you now.
You knew that his smile, so bright like sunshine, his cheeks, wonderful angles of pink, and his arms, so strong and comforting, were now all needed and craved for your everyday existence.
You would never be able to live without him again.

The thought angered you.

You were your own person, strong and willing to beat the odds. Never to take orders or fall under the graces of another person’s intense and rapturous gaze. Love was a fleeting and embarrassing emotion, left for the pitiful and the weak. You were strong, you were level-headed, and you were beyond all the immaturity.
But you weren’t, you knew, in the dark, broken corners of your hardened heart.
That maybe…just maybe, love was still ready to break down the walls set around your innocent and fragile emotions. Love would be there to set the ice on fire, melt the cold encompassing your veins to wash you alight with warmth.
Still you had promised yourself never to fall again into the blinding light, so warm and inviting, to keep yourself safe from the hurt and darkness in the opposite direction. You were sitting, perched in the middle between depression and euphoria, but with a toe in each corner…testing the waters.
So now, your body, still surrounded by hesitancy, was yearning and leaning towards the light, but your mind was pulling you harshly towards the pitiful darkness.
Which way to choose?
Which part to play?
Which fate to bring to fruition?

Must life always be so confusing and gut wrenching? Like a maze to where you will never find escape…find escape from your own mind and soul-clinging body.
To run in circles from the one thing that you will never be able to part.
Damn it all for having him step into your life.
Damn him for giving you no chance of outsmarting the haunting rows of faceless feelings.
Damn him for being there.

Him, that one man, who knew he would have such an impact.

Just one touch.
Just one look.
Just one smart step in your direction.
And you once again felt the arms of insanity and happiness wrap around your scared and hesitant limbs.

You felt the crazy emotional rollercoaster start ascent into a pink and yellow sky, the top looking too close for comfort. The fall was going to happen, and your stomach lurched.

You fell too fast.
You fell too soon.
You fell so hard.

You fell so far that it felt that you were merely floating in a chasm of space, waiting patiently for the familiar hands to grab you.
When they did, you remember your smile, and his embrace, his feather kisses.
Your heart beginning a happy drumming beat. One you could dance to…maybe.
The fingers lightly parting your hair and tipping your face, the warmth of a breath coasting your cheeks.

Oh what a sin.
Oh what pleasure from such simplicity.

Turning off the water that now ran cold, you stood naked, crystal droplets sliding, tickling down your legs. The drain clunked and slugged, the scuffles of slippered feet outside the door, and the smell of moldy ceramics.
Your eyes flitted to objects, the colors brighter than what they had seemed before your crazy fall from normalcy.
The rollercoaster, no matter how fast or how immense, was taking you somewhere good …you supposed.

Somewhere warm.
Somewhere bright.
Somewhere your heart was wanted.

Somewhere you were loved.


Comments are luv! Thanks for reading!

Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: Dangerous and Sweet - Lenka
유진zhyune on September 10th, 2008 12:28 pm (UTC)
Now that sounds like a dangerous love affair (jaemin otp, probably? XDD)
I always love a little ambiguity and space for imagination~<333 Loved it!:DD
perriwynkkleperriwynkkle on September 10th, 2008 06:09 pm (UTC)
Thank you for reading! And the pairing is all for you to decide...whatever pairing you feel you love the most! XD
jaeho_saranghaejaeho_saranghae on September 11th, 2008 09:01 pm (UTC)
Wait so.....JaeHo? ^^
perriwynkkleperriwynkkle on September 12th, 2008 09:51 pm (UTC)
It has to be a pairing with Min-beanz....so I guess JaeHo can be in your imagination? LOL!
romanchika: jaeminromanchika on September 10th, 2008 03:24 pm (UTC)
jaemin onetouch for the win? lol XD
any min pairing is loved :D
perriwynkkleperriwynkkle on September 10th, 2008 06:09 pm (UTC)
JaeMin....maybe....it is all up to you! ^-^

Any Min pairing is automatically put into the hot factor yes? XD

Thanks for reading!
jangwoohyuk35 on September 10th, 2008 04:08 pm (UTC)
Oooh this screams of YooMin love!! lol...the forbidden love type stuff that you just can't escape...i love it!!
perriwynkkleperriwynkkle on September 10th, 2008 06:10 pm (UTC)
YooMin eh?

Forbidden love, oh the delightful sin!

Thanks for reading!
-purplehaze_33 on September 10th, 2008 06:29 pm (UTC)
i think it is a beautiful little piece.

if you want to consider it as a prologue, then jaemin or yoomin is the way to go.

jaemin seems to resonate in this one.

i can feel min's disbelief and dubious thoughts concerning love.

i can see jae falling crazily for this young, mature, handsome man and wanting to love him.

i can also yoochun passionately loving him.

i love jaemin and feel it more here but it is actually up to you♥
perriwynkkleperriwynkkle on September 11th, 2008 03:50 am (UTC)
Aww, it is beautiful! XD THANKS!

You just gave me a great idea for a continuation....oh.....I feel a story coming on. Oh dear.

-purplehaze_33 on September 11th, 2008 04:56 am (UTC)

seven hearts for good luck then=]

a love triangle of three men crazy in love?

a beautiful, aloof man with such a cold exterior that seems to melt and transform into raging hot fire the minute he sees min?

changmin-intelligent, focused, rational-thinker-->disbelieving in love-lost all faith in the emotion?

yoochun-a man who will fight for the man he consdiers his one true love-the only man he's ever loved and cannot forget no matter what?

do it however you want.

make it a sad, tragic love triangle or a passionate love story with heart-breaking moments. the choices are infinite and you have so much power to transform this lovely prologue into something beautiful that the fandom will treasure.

i hope that was encouraging enough>.<

best of luck!

Yuxiyuxo on September 10th, 2008 06:42 pm (UTC)
dude. i fucking love imogen heap, okay. :l she's my fucking favorite. asdlkjflakjfaskjfowieauds ♥
perriwynkkleperriwynkkle on September 11th, 2008 03:50 am (UTC)
IMOGEN HEAP IS A GENIUS! I adore her to pieces, I don't know why she isn't more popular.

Thanks for reading!
Yuxiyuxo on September 11th, 2008 05:42 am (UTC)

i can't wait for her new album to drop. D: i'm like, dying with anticipation.
Stephanietheresa_lynne on September 11th, 2008 03:53 am (UTC)
Megan... that makes me all sad like. Even if it is meant to be happy. I am a dorkface. lol
perriwynkkleperriwynkkle on September 11th, 2008 03:55 am (UTC)
Yes your a dorkface...but a loveable dorkface anyways. XDDD
jaeho_saranghaejaeho_saranghae on September 11th, 2008 09:07 pm (UTC)
I love it! As always....you never fail to dissapoint. ^^
Please, please continue this! ... maybe from the other person's point of view? And keep us guessing and wanting more. :)
perriwynkkleperriwynkkle on September 11th, 2008 09:11 pm (UTC)
*nods* YES YES! Thanks for commenting Elena! I wubs ya!