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09 October 2008 @ 09:54 pm
Goodnight and Go (chapter two)  
Title: Goodnight and Go
Written By: Perriwynkkle
Rating: PG-15
Pairing: JaeMin
Length: 2/5, chapter two
Disclaimer: DBSK is owned by SM Entertainment...so not to be sueing plz.


Say goodnight and go.
Why'd you have to be so cute?
It's impossible to ignore you.
Oh must you make me love so much?
It's bad enough we get along so well.
Say goodnight and go.

Goodnight and Go - Imogen Heap

A/N: I had planned to write this chapter another way...so there are actually two versions of this chapter...but I kind of liked this one better. I don't have a beta or anything of that sort, so honesly, I have no idea what you guys will think, but hopefully it will be positive things! Thanks for reading, and please comment! Hugs and love!

The hall lights seemed too bright as you exited the dark dance studio, leaving Changmin standing statue cold on the strait wooden floor.
Sounds became incredibly clear, your shoes tapping, echoing your approach down the white tiled corridors of your production building.
You sighed to yourself, the hot breath falling back onto your face as your thoughts replayed the scene from a few minutes before, over and over like a constant record reminder.
Yes, you had kissed him, kissed him with all your surprised soul and thumping heart. Against your imagination he actually kissed you back, his mouth sweet and tangy while his tongue delightfully caressed yours.
Touching your lips you could vaguely taste his cherry lip balm on your tongue.
Passing by a random mirror, you straitened your tussled hair, your scalp tingling with the sensations of Changmin’s phantom fingertips.
You glared at your reflection, slightly hating your kiss puffy lips, your wide, bright eyes, and your willing expression. You looked like a pile of shit, and yet you felt like running laps around the building. Excited yet scared shitless.
Crap how did you feel about it all?
Shaking your head away from your mirror image, you pushed through a nearby door, nearly colliding with a frazzled Yoochun.
“Dammit, Jaejoong we have been looking all over for you!” he shouted, his anger and annoyance glowing like fire embers under the deep brown of his eyes.
You cleared your throat, “Sorry Chun, I was just taking a walk.”
“Where? To Mars?” he snorted, rolling his eyes.
“Yes, going to see my homeland…it’s beautiful this time of year.”
Yoochun let out a sigh, “Just don’t make us wait to go home on your account.”
“Where’s Changmin?” Yunho asked from a nearby table, his face now revealing concern as he played rock, paper, scissors with an oblivious Junsu.
You chuckled, “How the hell am I supposed to know?”
Yunho shrugged, “Did you see him on your walk?”
“No, I didn’t.”
“Well someone needs to go find him so we can go home.” Junsu finally replied, his eyes flicking back and fourth from his hands to where Jaejoong stood.
“No need to go looking.” Changmin answered as he slowly opened the door to the sitting room looking unphased from their previous happenings. “I’m here, so let’s go home.”
You figured it was going to be a long ride home.

When you had all finally arrived at the front door of the apartment, you watched Changmin bolt first through the door, throwing his shoes to the wall and walking boldly to the bathroom.
Inside you felt the nervousness wash away to reveal your sadness, how quickly he seemed to throw you aside, just like his shoes.
It was like tonight had never happened, that the confession had never been given, that the truth had never been revealed.
But you knew that Changmin wasn’t going to be swayed easily, and you weren’t easily thrown off of something you wanted. You wanted Changmin; you wanted him with every fiber of your being.
If he thought a bathroom door could stop you, he was well mistaken.

An hour passed before Changmin actually peered around the door frame to the band’s shared bedroom, his hair dark with water.
“Hey Min, welcome back to dry land.” You stated, sitting on your bed, a book open in your boxer covered lap and a pair of dark glasses perched on your dainty nose.
Changmin didn’t move from his position behind the door frame, his upper body shielded from your eyes with a hooded purpose.
“I won’t look if it makes you feel better.” You chuckled, diverting your gaze reluctantly back to your book you had never been reading in the first place.
Changmin cleared his throat, the rough noise helping propel him into the room, white towel blazing bright against the naked tan skin of his torso.
Though you had seen his body many a time before, it took all of your strength not to look his way…watch the sinewy muscles curve over the expanse of his back, the long legs flow with a unknown beat, the hard caramel abs…he was immensely breath-taking.
Watching from the corner of your eye, you had to chuckle lightly as Changmin kept checking over his shoulder as if you were going to jump up and molest him right in the closet next to the plastic hangers.
Changmin should at least know you had more class than that.
You smiled with knowing you made Changmin uncomfortable…though it probably wasn’t in the way you were hoping…at least you still made him squirm.
“Uhm, Jae…can I talk to you.” Changmin asked, surprising you as you nodded your reply of yes.
His bare feet thumped lightly on the wooden floor as he neared your side, his pajama pants and t-shirt hanging loose over his body. The mattress bent under his weight while he sat down next to your thighs, his hands constantly ringing a loose strand of fabric pulled from his worn t-shirt.
“Jae…I uhm…” he stuttered, his face turning a pretty shade of pink, “I just…I wanted to say that I am sorry for how I reacted…it was immature and irrational.”
You nodded again, words didn’t seem needed, especially as his eyes followed every move you made.
“I also wanted to state that I am still not gay.”
You kept nodding, “Glad to know I made you so sure.”
He winced, “That wasn’t the point I was trying to make.”
“Then what is your point?” You ask, your voice coming out harsher than you’d planned.
He sat still for a moment, the tension filling the room to capacity, making it hard to breathe.
“It ends here.” He said, “Any plans you have been thinking of will only waste your time.”
You let out a long sigh, not exactly being able to find the words to reply. It was so blunt, so sudden, so quick, you had expected he would have spent more time stewing in his own self-pity. But this was Changmin you were talking about here.
He never did the expected.
“Shit Changmin.” You chuckled, “Never one to cut corners.”
He looked like he was about to sock you strait in the mouth, “I am sorry Jae.” his eyes seemed to glow with unidentified emotion as he continued,
“Now just leave me alone.”



Current Mood: morosemorose
Current Music: Lover's Spit - Broken Social Scene
airlanairlan on October 10th, 2008 05:38 am (UTC)
is this gonna have a sad ending?
airlanairlan on October 10th, 2008 05:39 am (UTC)
hollyhock: Jaemin2hollyhockyuu on October 10th, 2008 06:16 am (UTC)
o.o woa Minnie-ah... you are making "hyung" sad (Poor Oppa Minnie... Don't make him cry u_u) well hope that their relationship grow.

n_n I liked this one too
realitywaiting on October 10th, 2008 06:24 am (UTC)
Hmmm...I wonder...I know the song very well, one of my absolute favorites! I'm wondering, is the song a major part in this? as in will it play out as the song does?...wait...did that even make sense? :3 anyway! I really want more! ♥
kimjaeshim on October 10th, 2008 07:50 am (UTC)
Aww, changmin is making jaejoong hurt. aiya. whatever happen next, i hope it would turn that bad. love your story yo
지지epiktraveller on October 10th, 2008 02:49 pm (UTC)
OMG.......!!! Changmin!!!! >_
Benevolent Dictatoramouralamer on October 10th, 2008 07:13 pm (UTC)
I'm really liking this fic! Please update soon!
sha_min on October 10th, 2008 08:16 pm (UTC)
Minmin how could u!!! I know you want Jae o.o

happy endind please!!!T-T
heartless156 on October 10th, 2008 08:22 pm (UTC)
WAT? @_@

Did... did Min just rejected Jae? **glaringattheauthor** Wat's gonna happen next?
Man, that statement Min said is like a slap in the face for Jae [poor Jae] Hopefully Min will reconsider.... aniwai, can't wait to read more. update soon
yumeneyumene on October 10th, 2008 09:54 pm (UTC)
a big "OOOOHHHH"
I love it!

sooo Changminish XDD What did jaejoong expected?? it´s changmin! oh.. it felt like a slap on your butt... Iam just so looking forward to see Jaejoong strike back ohoho so interesting! please update soon !
emda: Jaeminemda on October 10th, 2008 10:53 pm (UTC)
I wanna know whats next!!!!
Stephanie: JaeMin // concerttheresa_lynne on October 11th, 2008 04:07 am (UTC)
Changmin is so mean. Poor Jae. D:
ansukaansuka on October 11th, 2008 04:34 am (UTC)
omg! yah! changmin-ah how could you said that to jaejoong T__T
ooosh *hugs jaejoong*
vanessa ♦valsamter on October 15th, 2008 12:21 am (UTC)
own, this is so sad ._.' I want to know the rest!