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13 November 2008 @ 01:59 pm
Smiling At Your Anger  
Title: Smiling At Your Anger
Written By: Perriwynkkle
Rating: R
Genre: Romance
Pairing: JaeMin
Length: One-Shot
Disclaimer: SM Ent. owns the boys, not me...unfortunately.


"Fussin' and fighting,
we back at it again.
I know that it's my fault,
but you don't understand."

Ice Box - Omarion

A/N: I got the idea for this story listening to a whole other song called, "Happily Never After" by Pussycat Dolls. It starts with, "She dragged her suitcase down the path, she had never gone that far..." and that gave me the fleeting story plotline you'll read here.
But the whole song didn't really encase the emotions that I was trying to convey, but the first few lines of Omarion's song, Ice Box, really did the trick. I would have posted this last night, but I just didn't get the chance to. *cries* I must really like writing short stories....it's not that they are easier to write, but I love just writing about small, kind of not usually thought of, moments in people's lives. Since sometimes the most insignificant of conversations or moments, can hold a life changing decision. ENJOY!

Slamming the door behind you, you dragged your overstuffed luggage down the bumpy, grass covered lawn, figuring it would be faster than the winding cement walkway.
It had to be faster, to get away from the love of your life.
The screen door burst open with a thwack, “Changmin, what the hell are you doing?”
You smiled sarcastically to yourself, still fighting your bag over a snag in the wheels, “What does it look like I’m doing?”
You heard the snort, “Looks like your being an idiot.”
“You would think so wouldn’t you.” The retort stung on your tongue as your key slipped into the trunk lock of your car. “I’m fucking leaving, going to go stay with Su or something.”
The footsteps were coming closer to you now, the grass squeaking under his slippered feet. “Changmin come on, come inside and we’ll talk about this.”
You shut the trunk, the metal hitting metal; finalizing your plan, “Talk about what Jae? There is nothing to talk about.”
His sigh of annoyance echoed through your ears, “So what I slept with him, who cares!”
Vomit seemed to rise like molten magma in your throat, “That’s the point, you SLEPT WITH HIM…HIM…I just….FUCK JAE!” your head panged with last night’s headache, “You slept with him WHILE we were together…how the HELL did you ever consider that morally correct?”
Turning your face towards the car, you wrenched open the door, shoving your body ever so ungracefully into the front driver’s seat.
“Changmin, fuck, wait…can’t you just listen to me?” Jaejoong stuttered as you revved the small engine of your Ford.
“See you later Jae.” you shot back, taking off the emergency brake and gearing into drive.
“CHANGMIN, YOU FUCKER JUST LISTEN TO ME!” he shouted as you pulled away from the curb, running at the same pace of your car, his white fingers gripping onto the open window-sill. “Stop the car…please, Changmin…”
You shook your head, eyes trained strait ahead.
“Then just listen, I love you, and I had never meant for all that to happen…really I hadn’t.” He begged, his face bright red from running, “We had just had that fight over the nice paint, and he was the only one I could talk to, he was just there…”
You realized you were only going 10 miles per hour, though you couldn’t get yourself to speed up.
“Please Min, I thought we were over that night, but I never actually meant for it to happen…it just happened.”
Your white knuckles were probably apparent.
“Just stop the car Min, we’re already halfway to Mrs. Freebush’s house, and you know I don’t like her thousands of cats.”
Groaning in contempt, you slammed your foot on the brakes, forcefully putting the gears into park and jumping angrily out of the car.
“You know what Jae.” You cried, pushing his panting body so he swayed on his feet, “I fucking hate you so much right now I could run you over.”
He nodded, “I guess I deserve it.”
“Yes you fucking DO deserve it…and you also deserve this…” You left off, grabbing his neck and pulling his lips down on yours.
The kiss was short and harsh, your tongues meeting and twining, your noses smashed together and breaths coming in pants through your nostrils.
“You are such an idiot and a self-absorbed bastard.” You cried, gripping his sweater lapel like a death wish. “Why can’t I hate you…”
He chuckled; you noticed one of his slippers had disappeared.
“Changmin you know I didn’t mean what I did…it was a long time ago.”
You sighed, “I guess it was two years ago, but you still kept it secret for so long…why didn’t you just tell me?”
He rolled his eyes, “Because I knew this would happen.”
“That what would happen?”
“You would scream and whine like a girl, jump into your car and make me follow you halfway to the freeway overpass.”
Giggling under your breath, you told yourself it shouldn’t be funny, “This is still a big deal though Jae…I don’t know if I will ever be able to accept what you did.”
He nodded, “I guess I understand.” He backed up from your loose armed embrace to stare lustfully into your eyes,
“But maybe I can make it up to you….a little bit.”
“Oh yeah?” you replied, slightly smirking, “How do you plan to do that?”
Jaejoong pulled his wrists together, wiggling the long, pale fingers, “You can throw away the keys.”
You rolled your eyes as he came in for another kiss, “You’re such a bad boy Jaejoong, so very bad.”
His lips tasted faintly of watermelon, “We sound like a really bad porno.” He stated, licking the cute corner of his mouth.
“Well how about we drive back home,” you continued, whispering softly into your lover’s ear, “Unpack my things, and I’ll show you how much your mine.”
He groaned as your fingers slid down the small of his back,
“Get in the fucking car.”

Please leave comments, I really love to know what you think! (BTW, I reply to every single comment I get...just because, if you took the time to write me one, I will take the time to write you one back. It may take me a few days, but I WILL reply.)

Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
Current Music: Ice Box - Omarion
emda: Jaeminemda on November 13th, 2008 10:44 pm (UTC)
LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you know what... I had a awful day, Im angry, Im sleep deprive for days and haven't eat so well in weeks but FUCK this just made my day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
perriwynkkleperriwynkkle on November 14th, 2008 12:03 am (UTC)
Aww, *huggles*
I am sorry you had a bad day! Sadly, as much as we don't want them, we will always have them. It sucks.
But I am incredibly happy that I made you feel better with my writing! XD That is that kind of comment that makes me a happy fangirl/fanfiction writer. It's why I do what I do! I love to bring out emotions in people!

Thanks so much for reading and commenting!
heartless156 on November 13th, 2008 10:58 pm (UTC)
Ok, let me get this straight, Minnie was "whining like a girl" over something that happened TWO years ago?!?! @_@.... Oh Minnie, you really are an idiot [I feel bad calling him that **sniffsniff**]...

that was so cute of JJ to hung onto the car like that.... must have love Minnie A LOT eh?!!?!?!

JaeMin is awesome and so is your story... luv it... keep it coming please!!! lolz
perriwynkkleperriwynkkle on November 14th, 2008 12:05 am (UTC)
Yes, Minnie was being a bit of a whiny bitch in this story...but oh well, he's hot enough to pull it off. And Jae is just a hottie-tottie with a naughty body running after a car. LOL!

Thanks for reading and commenting!

Auroranericia on November 13th, 2008 11:15 pm (UTC)
That was cute I loved it ;)
perriwynkkleperriwynkkle on November 14th, 2008 12:06 am (UTC)
YAY! I am glad you loved it!

Thanks for reading and commenting!
Exotaoooookamakazza on November 14th, 2008 12:29 am (UTC)
Lol Miniieeeee, I probably would have acted the same way as he did.. But Jae is just sooooo adorableeee who wouldn`t forgive him!!!
perriwynkkleperriwynkkle on November 14th, 2008 12:51 am (UTC)
LOL I probably would have acted the same way as Minnie too! ^0^

Thanks for reading!
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perriwynkkleperriwynkkle on November 14th, 2008 06:18 am (UTC)
Heehee, yes Min was being a whiny bitch...but isn't he adorable being one? LOL

Thanks for reading and commenting!
jaeminlover on November 14th, 2008 06:53 am (UTC)
hot tempered minnie
sexy jae who wouldnt ever let min leave
love it
perriwynkkleperriwynkkle on November 16th, 2008 11:02 pm (UTC)
YAY for love!

Thanks for reading and commenting!
지지epiktraveller on November 14th, 2008 11:08 am (UTC)
sweet and beautiful! i love the turn of situation. and Minnie being jealous about what happened 2 years ago? tsk3...but still he can't hate Jae~ who can??? *giggle*

perriwynkkleperriwynkkle on November 16th, 2008 11:02 pm (UTC)
I don't know who could ever hate Jae...he is too cute to hate!

Thanks for reading and commenting!
ycsbrain on November 14th, 2008 05:52 pm (UTC)
reminds me of "friends"

we were on a break.
perriwynkkleperriwynkkle on November 16th, 2008 11:02 pm (UTC)
Ahaa, Friends...like the tv show?

I never watched it...LOL

Anyways, thanks for reading and commenting!
murderfantamurderfanta on November 16th, 2008 01:31 am (UTC)
“You would scream and whine like a girl, jump into your car and make me follow you halfway to the freeway overpass.”
Love that sentence XD

ahah ChangMin whining like a girl...it's exactly what he does....and for something which happened 2 years ago? XD Cute changmin ><

perriwynkkleperriwynkkle on November 16th, 2008 11:03 pm (UTC)
Ehehehe, I love that sentence too...worked hard on it. ^-^

Thanks for reading and commenting!
lizzy_blacklizzy_black on November 19th, 2008 01:57 am (UTC)
jaemin fight!! i tough for a moment that he was going to leave him for real! but they are just perfect for each other! really like it!
HinaHoma: Love-JaeHomighty_angel on November 24th, 2009 06:29 pm (UTC)
not more? o.O I want more. moreee.so much more! nice fic<3
cookiehalmonicookiehalmoni on April 15th, 2010 02:45 am (UTC)
i want moreeeeeeeeeee kyahhhhhhh