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22 February 2009 @ 03:31 pm
Thinking of You (HoMin one-shot)  
Title: Thinking of You
Written By: Perriwynkkle
Pairings: HoMin
Rating: PG
Length: One-shot, drabble
Genre: Angst, Romance
Disclaimer: I only love writing about DBSK, I do not own them in any way, nor am I making any profit. ^-^

Summary: Yunho misses his one true love after he's gone.

A/N: Was listening to Katy Perry's song, "Thinking of You" and it got me into a writing mood. This song is what influenced this small drabble/one-shot, which I am quite proud of actually. I love the feelings that come out of a true love leaving you...in any way, shape, or form, it hurts when someone you care for leaves. I hope you enjoy this! ^-^

"He kissed my lips, I taste your mouth,
He pulled me in, I was disgusted with myself.

Cause when I am with him, I'm thinking of you.
Thinking of you.
For you I do.
If you were the one spending the night.
Oh I wish I was I looking into your eyes."

Thinking of You - Katy Perry

His smile is so wonderful, so loving, so perfect.
All my friends say he is perfect for me, yet for some reason I have to disagree.
Your face is all I see....all I know....all I want to remember.
Your touch, so soft and caressing.
Heating me up like a hot cup of coffee in the morning, setting my water to boil.
With him, no matter what I do, or say, I can't seem to only see his face.
I see yours and yours alone.

When I kiss him, I feel you.
When I hold him, I'm holding you.
When we make love, I am making love with you.

Food tastes bland, and fun is only smiles without the feelings.
My eyes no longer sparkle, like you said they did, the light has faded too much.
Without your loving embrace I am only an empty shell.

I've tried everything to rid my mind of you.
Yes yes I have.
But alcohol is too weak.
Pills are too addictive.
Numbing myself seems to be the only way.
Blocking and building a wall around my barely beating heart.

I look in the mirror and all I can see is your reflection staring back at me.
The small photo I had hidden in my wallet of you.
The one I can't seem to throw away.
Your smiling, hugging me around the shoulders, your chin upon my head, the sun framing your shining brown hair and glinting off your long black lashes.
God you...you were...are...still so handsome.
Tall, bright, and strong....dark and elegant...sexy and seductive.

I miss your god awful racket when you practiced the guitar which you so believed you could play.
I miss your fluttering eyelids in the morning when you woke.
I miss the fleeting embraces of your comforting arms.
The constant light you brought into my life.
Bright, unwavering, and warming.

God I miss you.
Just please come back.
Come back like I dream you do, waking up to your sunshine smile and a warm hand.
Come back to me....
Come back....
Back into my arms.


Comments are appreciated and loved!

Current Mood: sleepysleepy
Current Music: Halo - Beyonce
Yunho's Honey Funny Bunnykuro_wolf on February 23rd, 2009 05:27 am (UTC)
Minnie died in this oneshot yea? cos if not then, it wudnt hurt Yunnie so much.
Thats how i interpret Katy's song anyway.
But it was still beautifully written. Tragic. But still beautiful.
zelshamada: Horo smile!zelshamada on February 23rd, 2009 05:40 am (UTC)
I... wait. Where the hell my heart go? He was with me a second ago, but then he felt very sad and just loses himself somewhere. Coward.

God, I wonder why Minnie leaved Yunho. I mean, the man it's perfect for him and he loves him... Damn, life's cruel.

I think I know why this kind of sentiment it's attractive to write... But, I don't know how to writhed in english. But it's a great history. You're truly good passing your character's feelings.

(I still like more the pie-feeling, but this it's a great history! Really! n__n)